It’s been a while since my last post…this one goes in English so that Ruth and Mousie can understand it if they happened to drop by…..
I’ve been kind of sad lately, I’ll turn 39 in some days and the only idea makes me shiver.
I haven’t found either a place for me in this world, or a clear goal to reach.
Somehow I see myself stuck in this present, too involved with my past and too detached from my future.
Anyway, my friends won’t come to celebrate with me, they are too busy to remember and I won’t say I want them to come. I’ll go out, running away of my loneliness.
Like my soul, it’s been raining all night long; I walked slowly yesterday under pouring rain, there was no reason to run, I was already too wet, too lonely…. too sad…
There wasn’t any hand to hold, any mouth to kiss, any face to dry tenderly….stormy night in heaven, stormy night deep inside me.
I guess the sun will soon come back with a gorgeous rainbow….but for now, I’ll keep watching the clouds go by.